It's been so long since I posted a post. But I'm really really too busy to adapt with new school life and everything. In RP, its a must to do reflection journal, evaluation, and quiz daily. What's worst is that we have to complete them before 2359. 

Getting up in the morning is already a chore for me.

530 - 6 wake up 

6 - 645 bathe and get ready 

645 - 715 pack and get ready to leave house 

latest by 715 must leave house otherwise 80% confirm late

8 - 805 reach woodlands

805 - 825 either take bus or walk to school, but usually take bus heh. 

Beginning thanks to some of my new classmates, they made me feel homely despite in a new environment. But now, I guess things changed. Changed way way way too fast. I know. Things change and so do people. But this time, it happened way too fast. We're still in 1.1 and have yet to change class, but the situation I predicted in the future is already happening now. 

It saddens me loads. But other than accepting it and move on, what else can I do. 

"It hurts to move on. But it hurts even more to stay." 

"Put on a smile and continue walking."

That's the only two options I have. 

But still, I really miss the first two weeks of time we spent with each other. It'll always be my best poly memory. The bond we had together, it's unbreakable. But now, nothing's unbreakable. 

Typing this post while listening to high school musical's gotta go my own way. Damn. Feel like crying all over again. But I'm surrounded by public *control* 

(PS. I know some readers may think that its stupid for me to cry over such small matters, but if you're me, you'll know how these little things matters to me. I'm a human, I have feelings and emotions.)

We'll all go our separate ways in the end, I know. But I'll always remember you guys and miss you. 

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I'll post more soon. The more recent ones. HEH.