14.4.12

Things change, People change

1 hour 2 mins ago, it's a bad friday the 13 for me.
Somehow quarreled with someone close;
Being almost alone for the whole day.

It's true of the saying that people change.
Cause there's one beside me already.

You said that I assume things. Being paranoid.
But come to think about it again and looking at your tweets,
I guess not. I was right. You were talking about me.
But what? Idgaf.

I planned to ignore you for days.
Like what you did to me when you're feeling low.
But I didn't manage to. Cause you're my friend.
But from what your twitter says, it seems like you want me to ignore you.

I don't live my life for others.
I just want to live my life by seeing people who I care for to be happy.
You said I'm pityful.
Then would you mind telling me in which way so I look pityful to you?
Whenever I have any problems, I didn't tell you.
Whenever I'm tired or how angry I am, I would still be the one giving in.
So would you mind telling me in what way I'm pityful to you?

You said you tried. But did you really tried?
I don't think so. The replys you gave back was still cold.
I ignored again.
You said I don't appreciate what you have tried.
How about you? Have you appreciated what I have tried?
No. You don't even give a fuck to what I tried.
All you did was to step on them and act like I didn't.

"You're just somebody I know."
To you, I guess you can forget about me within minutes.
But to me, no matter how many years, a friend is always a friend.
I've always treated you like my best friend no matter how you've changed.
But come to think about it, you don't.

Always say that you're fucking alone.
But you're alone because you pushed away all those who cared for you.
You only cared for yourself bitch. You're so selfish.
From what I see, I guess you don't even know yourself.

People around us always say I'm only the one who can ask you to study and stuff.
But they do not know that I could do all these is because I tolerated.
However there's patience in people's tolerance.
Now the only way to treat you is to see how you treat me already.

Hmm.. Today's ranting over~ Gonna move on and look forward to tmr :)
Nights

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