National Day Eve

Woke up early in the morning but don't feel like going to school.
But on a second thought,
still went to school :/

Things went as per usual..
Went up to the hall and speech day presentation started.
Until around 9:45am likedat it was the UG carnival
At 10:30am, we went up to the hall again for the Peirce Idol
First group sang Payphone and it was nice :)
Then next and following~

When it was like the third or fourth groups' turn, Jia saw some familiar faces.
Then realized it was ShuFen, JunYong, Jovan and Kenneth.
At first I didn't see him, only saw her and the other two.
Then he appeared and walk out of the hall to get a phone call.
They were just standing a few steps beside us.

Thought he won't come but still he came...

They went up to the IT media there to get a better view for the concert
Then those girls who has crushes on him all went up to talk to him.
All I can do was only concentrate on the concert and not else where.
My heart's wavering again I guess?
Thought that even if he was right infront of him, I can still smile and walk away like nothing.
But realized my prediction was wrong...

Heart and Mind was in a total mess and chaos
Those unwanted feelings are back again.
Fuck all these nonsense. Fuck life.
Just when can I really get over him?
I really want to know the answer as well.

Concert ended.
Thought that if they stay a bit longer then we'll go first so it won't be to awkward in the bus.
But who knows they didn't even stay to find any teachers and walk to the backgate as well behind us.
Jay-walked across the road, thought if we were to take the bus that's coming and they would miss it.
But awhile they caught up and took the same bus.
Can't look anywhere just right out through the windows..

Head was spinning like mad.

Headed home and slept until like it was going to 6pm, till Ashley came over to find me to attend MingFong's BBQ.
Went to shower and got ready~
Ashley and Ming Fong came over and we walked over to the bbq pit.
Saw his (mf) friends
and it was like #awkwardness
Didn't really have any appetite to eat.
But still the both of them just kept on feeding me...
So had no choice but to eat!

Played some card games then catching and lastly twister :)
Finally something that can make me relaxed and have fun~
Challenged with mf's friend, Carolyn and Carlous (if spelled correctly) on the twister thing
:)
:(
But then that made my body ached..
Damn, this means I have been slacking too much and not moving my body!!!
But whatever it was, thanks to Ashley, MingFong and his friends that really made my night :)
And to my two lovely babes, Jia and NiNi, I love you guys too :*
Nights